I LOVE YOU BUDDYZZZ!!! ^__^

OMG!! UNBELIEVABLE~~ Finally I have the courage 2 cycle 2 ke xin's house 2 have steamboat wif all my friendss~~~ AHHH~~~ I am soo soo soo happie lor!!! hehe 2nite is the MOST MOST MOST Happiest Night I ever had in KAMPAR since i came here 2 study~~ Thanks a lot 2 all my vry vry best friends-- Kexin,Shuyee,Zingxin,Wenjing,Runying,Peixian,Vanessa,Xiaowen,Apple,Chhonsiong,Weiyao,Eujian,Xiangyou,Yingxin&Sweehong..... A thousand Thanks to all of you in having such a wonderful steamboat dinner wif me!! Thanks you vry much 2 Runying for teman me cycling all the way 2 kexin's house... Really really thankssssssss... If not u teman I would not have the courage 2 cycle 2 kexin's house.... n Thanks a lot minna-san in encouraging n help me when i learn cycle~~ Finally I have step out MY 1ST STEP LIAO~~~ ^^

We have alot of fun at kexin's house.... especially when v all make fun of Kexin n weiyao~~~ HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I cannot stop laughing for the whole night there~~~ hahahahahaha tas really really funnyyyyyyy!! but is good laa~~ strenghten their relationship kakakakaka =p Nearly got sorethroat due 2 laughing too much ady~~~ hahahahax xD n i have a kai mummy liao lor... Tats Shuyee hehe xp like 2 play family withiin all the best friends luu~~~ kekekeke =D

Ahhhhh~~ until now i still cannot stooooop laughing~~ alrite alrite tats enuf laa~~ 2mr gotta wake up early again~~ so... Tats all for 2day laa~~~ Have a sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet dream o everyone~~ Oyasuminasai  ^^

Feeling down... ><''

Come on... What's wrong wif me?? Why am I acting soo soo...? KHOO XIU HUA!! Can u pls stop this silly&childish act..? Act like an adult pls...!!  Be strong.. This is not the end of the world laa~~ Dont make urself like a foolish person... U no nid 2 be like tat ok?! Be optimistic... Be mature... Be strong... U are no more a small girl... U gonna grow up... This is just 1 small little part that u need 2 face throughout ur entire life... U still got a long long way to go in ur future.. If u just fall down a little bit n cry on the floor like a 3 year old little girl... How are u gonna solve this problem..? even u cry... who else will come n comort u..? NO ONE PLS!!


 Dear xiuhua...Its the time for u to be independent!! U need 2 stand up n continue no matter wat happens ok?! there wouldn't b anyone helping you if u dun help urself up.. wei..坚强一点啦! 看开一点啦!不要动不动就抱怨。。tats no use... no one will care for u laa.... still wanna act like a small child n let other ppl laugh at u?? 不要酱丢脸啦... Tats not u... U should be used 2 it.. fall down ady just stand up.. smile smile n walk away like nth happens... U should used 2 hide ur emotions well enough..  C'mon dun keep complaining other ppl teat u no good... look at urself... reflect ur ownself pls... what have u done har...? at the end wat u expect ppl will treat u if u treat ppl like that? Think carefully!! U should be the one that feel ashamed... Shameful for u laa gosh! 

Am I really tat kind of ppl... Am I really no used...? Am I a bad girl? Did I really deserved tat....? Am I taking too for granted..? Am I expecting too much from myself n others? I am not sure... I am lost... I need some1 2 scold me... I need some1 2 comfort me... I need some1 u wake me up... Am I wasting my time?? It is my own fault?I dunno~~~ SHIT! THIS IS SO UNLIKE ME... Not my style lor! ~.~

I okay not?!

... dunno 1 2 write wat... nth 2 say... feel tired.. feel sleepy... dun 1 2 think about it anymore... Its not the time yet... when the time comes.... automatically it will be alright... wat am I doing now..? feel lost... where am I... Y do I act so strange... so weird?! wat happen 2 me..? Who knows wat I am thinking... Am I alright..? Dizzy... Numbness... speechless... I just noe tat... I am not acting like the usual me... I am not who I recognized... I am who I am now... blur-ing.... sot jor kah??

I'm so forgetful! ><''

OMG... when I gone back 2 kampar n wanna bath just now.... then oni I noticed i dint bring  my another towel cme back ar~~ >< n my clothes all take to the laundry monday oni can take back~~ haizya... y I so sooo 4getful 1 de~~ cannot laa like tat!! next time dun like tat ady har...?!! I have no choice gotta pinjam my friend's towel... luckily she got extra 1~~ If not i dunno how to bath~~ LOL!! Thanks to kelly... really really thank you vry much~~ I cant live without u lor... hahaha =D

Anime =p

woohoo! finally finished watching anime BLOOD + ady... although the ending not quite satisfied, anyway it was a good ending indeed~~ haiz... but I really hope Saya can 2gether wif Haji in the end lor...>.<  there are total 50 episode n I manage 2 finished it by 1 n a half day.... hahax crazy me! ^^''' mah mah.... tats nth 4 an anime lover hehe xp Its was a nice story... and vry touching too~~ <3 it =D

Phew~~ =]

This morning.. again wake up at 6am >< but luckily... 2mr no class~~ yeppie hahaha =D I can sleep until wat time oso can ady~~ finally woohoo ^^ anyway 1st week lectures just ended up like tat... not bad ya~~ xp

2day quite unfortunate to me.... after I finished my 1st lecture 2day, then i went to the cafeteria to eat breakfast but... when i reached there, found a place n sit... then I open my bag's small pocket OMG!!! then oni i noticed i dint bring my purse to uni~~~ 0.0 I checked again n again n again... then I surrender ady becoz I reallly dint bring!! wuwuwu T.T at tat moment , I really really 1 2 cry out tat time~~ I feel so nervous n helpless... I need sum1 to tel me wat to do~~ becoz I seldom faced wif this kind of situation lor~~ ><'' n then I try 2 calm down myself n sms my frens  whether my friends they are at shool anot... but unluckily they dint =/ I told myself nvmd nvmd... calm down xiuhua there's nth u cant solve...  最多I dun eat lunch lor.... n then I fine again ^^'' haiz.... really hate will happen this kind of matter when alone in uni lor~~~ T.T

actually Im quite fortunate oso laa... at least after noon, after the lecture class I no nid 2 walk back 2 my house... Thanks a lot to wenjing lo~~ really really thank you ar wenjing... using her new e-bike 2 fetch me home =) I feel so appie when there are frens help me when I really nid help hehe =p Its a new experience sitting on wenjing's e-bike hahaha =D once more thank you vry much wenjing!! ^^

Well.. As usual =')

Hugh... juz wake up n slept for 2 hours~~ btw u can c how tired I am... sleep 4 so long duno 2nite can sleep anot ar~~ iya iya >.<

2day's maths lecture so hard... cannot understand wat the teacher really teach~~ all things learnt 2nite were those I dint learn before... duno whether I can cope up anot haiz.... T.T and 2day I have computing technology lecture class oso... Surprisingly. the lecturer was my academic adviser!! hahaha =D she's quite a funny n interesting lecturer indeed... Although I'm a "电脑白痴" but I will try my best 2 understand this subject n bla bla bla... =)

I dun 1 to think nonsense now... I dun 1 to think of somebody...  dun 1 2 care about watever things tat person done... I scared I cannot control my emotions.. I dun 1 2 involve myself with those things so earlier...I scared I'll be like 1 of my frens like tat... I cant pull myself out once I'm fallen into it... I've giv up those things vry vyr long time ago n I tell myself dun think of at all.... n I hope this time I can b fine... pls leave me alone..ok?! I wont feel lonely becoz honestly I've used to it... so,can u pls go out of my mind..?! dun come in illegally... U're not welcome!!  ><''

Hahax duno wat I'm crapping oso... sot jor~~ hehehe ^^'''

Tired... Frust... ><''

Phew~~ 2day is just oni the 2nd day of the Trimester 2~~ I'm already feel so tired.... have 3 lectures n 4 hours continuous 4 2day's lecture... and 2 lectures yesterday~~ somehow, I still manage 2 meet with some friends during the lecture class 4 temporary... LUCKILY ^^ The lectures are quite good n I still can understand wat they teach... Hope I can continue understand watever they teach in class until I finish Sem 2~~ hehehe xD

Haiz.... Feel so tired and sleepy now... OMG Its oni the 2nd day oni ar~~~ still got 3 months to go~~ how am I gonna survive like this...?!! Everyday 8pm class... gotta wake up by 6am~~~ I need rest~~ I need sleeping time.... wuwuwuwuwuwu T.T Frust ar!!! Argh~~~~~ >.<

New Day.. New Sem.. New Fren.. New Life.. New ME~~ =')

Haiz... 2day is the last day in Taiping jor~~ wuwuwu holidae  finished, new semester come >.< fell so reluctant ar~~ T.T anyway I got my own way to go.... i nid to keep forward no matter wat happens~~ =')

New semester... Im gonna met wif new friends again~~  miss my old friends so much~~ wanna same class wif them lor..... from now onward I'll b alone to face those new challenges n difficulties myself again.... T.Tactually haiz... Im used 2 being alone jor, nvmd la..... Its okie... I think I'll b ok anyway =]    btw hope tat i can meet wif new good friends.... =')

Im having ulcers inside my mouth... OMG Its so painful until the whole nite cant sleep nicely~~~ wuwuwu vry vry pain ar ><'' I nid medicine~~ @@

2mr goin back 2 kampar ady... This semester no ply ply ady ar... I nid 2 really study when kelly study... I really nid 2 try my best in doin watever things... Its a new ME~~ Im gonna chg chg chg!! n dun think about other nonsense ady...

After heard wat my dad told me... I've think a lot~~ he is right, y not i bitter now n in the future I'll b sweet~~ Its just oni few years to go... maximum 6 years~~ Y not i jjust suffer 4 these years n I'll b successful ltr 10, 20, 30, 40... years..?  Its a untung 4 me laa... so come on xiuhua~~ this time pls pls pls... fight 4 ur future~~  b mature a bit ok? U can de jia you jia you!! Fighting!!! ^^

ok la tats all 4 2day~~ 88 ^^

Wat A... Boring Holidae =/

Hihi, its been few days i dint write blog jor, gomennasai neh~~ =3= becoz Im busying drama-ing n game-ing =D

Anyway, just 1 2 tell u that i permed my hair jor.... but actually i dun like it~~ ><'' becoz the aunty cut m hair til soo soo short n the perming spoilt my hair... T.T the curl is not wat i wanted but.... haiz no choice laa... i ady done it~~ now the way is to let it be n it will bcome long again~~ although it will take quite long time to let it grow long again wuwuwuwu heart broken when i c my hair bcome like tis T.T In tis esson, i learn tat DO NOT TRUST PPL SOO EASILY!!! >.<

Everyday at home drama-ing n game-ing is sooooo boring laa..... I wanna go out shopping or hang out wif frens oso cannot becoz dad n mum not free... nobody fetch~~ although i noe how 2 drive but i long time dint drive jor, not brave 2 drive out~~~ Argh~~~ I wanna go out aa!!! I want! I want!! ><''

YAY!! I'm Breaking Free~~ ^^

Woo hoo~~~ Finally exam had finished.... its such a big relieve 2 me~~ anyway i dun1 2 think about whether i would pass all the subjects anot... I'm ady tried my very vry best!!! >.<  haiz hope tat my efforts will bring me wat I expected~~ GOD bless me!! xD

Anyway dun think so much ady.... the HAPPIE HOUR is w8ing me... wakakaka xD Goin back my home sweet home later... xixi xp excited excited excited!! Yesterday after I just come out from the room H215, I am soo soo hppy, the smiley face follow me until i reached home~~ n during the nite I've watched 3 movies~~ 1 is comedy n 2 is horror.... muahahahaha wat a satisfaction xD

After goin back my real home ltr... Im gonna eat eat eat!! as much as I can~~ becoz I  have oni 1 meal during these 4 days~~ other than tat I juz depends on biscuits biscuits biscuits..... @@

Besides, I 1 2 watch drama~~ CITY HUNTER... I am coming 4 u~~ ^^ I wanna go shopping, hang out wif frens too~~~ hahahaha =D

TAIPING!!! My sweetie home town~~

 Dear DADDY n MOMMY!! My home sweet home~~ w8 for me!! I am coming back to ur embrace~~~ wahahahahaha   ^__^

ARGH!!!

Omg... 2day's maths so so hard.... unexpected ><

anyway~~ Argh~~~ 2mr last subject ady....... study study.... GO GO GO!!

 Amitabha, Buddha, Jesus, God, Allah ls pls pls BLESS ME for the last by 2mr~~~ >.<

2 subjects to go.... ~.~

Oh yea... finished 3 subjects ady!! anyway dun so happie yet... still got 2 subjects to go... and tat 2 were the more harder n the hardest one.... >.<''

2day's english paper quite easy~~ not as hard as i expected.. =') phew~~ luckily ^^

Ok laa gonna fight till the vry last moment for these 2 days.... >.<    

Hope 2mr's maths paper n the following Economics paper will b easier~~ If not... 5555555 the semester 4 will b welcoming me~~~ n I DUN 1 TAT HAPPEN!!  

 Amitabha, buddha, god, jesus n allah.... bless me pls~~~ Nid ur blessing vry vry much~~~ tats all 4 2day ya  88 ^^

GG ><''

My goodness..... 2day's critical thinking n accounts so hard!!! although I manage 2 finished on time, but the problem is I DUNO HOW 2 DO~~~ Im not sure n confident wif my answer   >.< wat am i gonna do now?? Will I fail?? I hope tat MIRACLE will happen on me..... pls pls pls dun fail pls~~~ 55555555555555555555    T.T

critical thinking more worse... I might write out of the topic in the essay par.... 5555555555 T.T

anyway, still got 3 more subjects 2 go ar.... scary scary  ~.~

ok laa.. gotta go n study now.... bless me yar =') 99 n 88

Prepare myself for the fight! Go Go!

Oh... finally 2moro is the day!! Final exam count down ..... @@    Feel nervous n anxiety now~~~ Argh~~~ I feel like wanna scream.... >.<    2moro critical thinking n accounts scared GG lor.... I wish i can finish them on time. becoz the time given is VRY VRY VRY LIMITED... 

LOL!!! R u kidding me? finish the paper within 2 hours oni??? Omg~~ wat the.... Its a mission incredible n impossible laa~~~~ sob sob..... yet i stil hope tat MIRACLE will happen on me..... God, Buddha,Jesus,Allah,Amitabha... Pls pls pls BLESS ME!! 

Haiz... anyway.... I'll try my very best  to finish all~~ wuwuwuwuwu nid 2 write essay summore~~~~  T.T

Ok tats all for 2day ya..... Will b busy for the following week mayb i'll stop writing blogger...... Dear bloggie, dun miss me ya... hehe Good nite n 88 ^^

Blur Blur jor @@

Its friday nite... gonna burn the midnite oil again~~ haiz.... suffering everyday >.< gonna finish maths chapter 5 by 2day... if not i will really die die die T.T i read until my eyes become blurry... @@

 i even cant see the words clerly but i cannot stop studying.... haiz y must i gotta suffering like tis wuwuwuwuwu T.T

 no mood 2 write much 2day.... tired tired >.<  I need some1 who can lend me shoulder 2 lean on..... ~.~ wanna cry.....

Starts My fight!

Hihi... Finally... Im back 2 kampar again =/ Argh~~ it makes me sense the pressure n tension of final exam ady~~~ Ish Ish ><'' but no choice laa~~~ 2nite's dinner quite delicious~~ =) thanks to kelly n hong hong home made porridge... love it vry muchie~~ hehe xp by the way.. i faced a big problem!! I havent pay my rental tis month ar.... It gonna charged me quite much.... geik sim... >.<


When i saw Kelly studying, i feel guilty too if i dun study... >< anyway its a good thing 4 me so tat it can motivate me 2 study!! hahaha =D luckily i came back earlier lo.. if not i will b wasting my time at home~~ =3=


Just drank a glass of tesco coffe mix wif dutch lady milk.. wow the taste was.... fabullous actually!! but i scared i will stomachache later~~ pls dun stomachache ya my dear stomy... kekeke xp I hope tat 2nite i can study longer laa... cuz my time left is vry vry vry limited ar~~~ wuwuwuwu T.T

Okie... tats all 4 2day... continue my fight... yarh!!! ^^''  88 n 99 sweet dream yo...